Self Awareness

To be self aware is man's curse. That is, to be able to evaluate our place in the universe, and to despair because of that, is man's curse. We have the ability to think, but also the curse of knowing that none of our thoughts can be original. The despair of knowing things, but not being able to implement these things originally. A desire for creativity, but also a realization of my own originality. Who am I? No more than any man in the past.